i cant sleep!

i was sorta in that going to sleep zone . but got awaken from elle.
thanks! and now i cant sleep so hence...

i'm writting this.
i'm just gonna blog about whats going on in my head.
FINALS. are coming up. which really is freaking me out.

i feel bad for even thinking to want to go out. thats how bad it is.
i guess i've been transformed into a nerd or something.
life's not like how it used to be anymore.
at least i hope it's only for now.

i miss those times when everything is so perfectly balanced.
studies and education. by that i mean scoring and still being able to party from tues to saturdays.
trully. i never got sicked of partying.
i just dont got the tyme, not now at least.

whatever it is. i just dont wanna retain. waste another 6 month by failling any one of the papers.
thats whats in my mind and motivating me to go on.

haih. enough about studies.
i really really feel bad for neglecting my close frens.
haihyo. i dunnoe how to deal with it laaaa.
like seriously.
but i thank the blakie for sticking around and understnading that i need space to study.
thaks blackie. much appreciated.

kays. i gotta quit whinning really.
good night.
i'll try me best to sleep
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