YOURS TRULY. ZEN.

...what now?

2009-03-05T06:40:00.000-08:00

it's been so long. it's march now already. feels like it was just new year yesterday.
i have too many pics to be uploaded but alot r already on facebook so i dont really bother.

nothing muchs been going on. which is sad.
everyday in class is like going through hell cos seriously classes are so friggin loong.
and what more having to see some person's face i seriously just wanna smack everytime i walk her by. seriously. it's so fascinating. it's been months now n i still hate her. funny huh. jeng bitch.

allehh. i'm seriously so effing bored now. n hence im posting this post.
i'm currently obsess with tryying to loose weight. i hope it'll work.

and also. ive met some great people during the last month.
i love having to play tug of war after the session of booze @ tmn tun.
that was so original. and awesome.
O yyea. i even bruised myself becoz of that.
but wtv it was worth it. fun and more fun. =)
and also healthy. LMAO.

o yea. i went all the way to KL for porridge last night. and chicken wings. it was yum yum.
whoever haven tasted frog seriously, it taste just like chicken. only smaller.
on the way back we the listened to some smooth rnb mix that seriously made me wanna club.
i've been missing in the scene for way too long.
zouk this friday! FUTURE =)

k kayssss. i think i have spoken enuf.
see ya later.

yours truly.
zenny z.

Jaden's boy birthday.

2009-01-25T05:50:00.000-08:00

Bukit Puchong.

2009-01-11T04:47:00.000-08:00

SO. I missed Armin's @ zouk last night.
And got recruited into THE QUBE.
A bunch of cars convoy-ed to Bukit Puchong .
Damn the view was great.
We had so much funn! It was awesome =)
Here are some pictures from chermaine's toy.
O + Chrystians pants pecah! HAHHA. check out the pics.

Beautiful a?

college life.

2009-01-11T04:40:00.000-08:00

college life re-started again.
it's been one week now.
and omg. i didn't miss anything at all.
plain boring,drama,eye sore. and what more. clam population increased. =.='

BLAHHHH. i wanna loose weight!
ciao.

2009 hunnay!

2009-01-01T09:52:00.000-08:00

This year we talk about having it some place "special"

well thanks to the traffic and bad time management.

we ended up in bangsar instead of genting.

thank you to that special someone. *coughs* sarcastically.

Anywho. It was a great night. =)

Well, how cud you go wrong with fun people like us. HAHA.

I cant believe hols is soon to end.Enough whinning.teehe

i'll call for a toast * to a better year*.

*cheers hunnay.

Love yall.

XOXO,

Zen 2009

new yr's coming.

2008-12-28T11:16:00.000-08:00

This year. LOADS haff changed from last year.
I've lost a couple of love ones (not dead la. just lost)
and got closer to some of others.

This year was all about ACCA and studies.
I was all about college .i neglected some important people in my life.
but I'm glad those who understand is still there for me whenever i need them.

I learnt this year to not trust so much. And do NOT always put your feelings ahead of your mind.
Hopefully, i wouldnt do such the next tyme.

Next year's gonna be different.
I want myself to take control of stuff.
Be more independent and hardworking.
Loose alot of weight and cut down on beer(fattening).
O ya. and to not be too nice to people cos apparently it'll bite u right back.

May the next year be better than this year.
Til then Cheers everyone. It'll soon be the end of 2008 and a new beginning will arise.

Blanc & Space

2008-12-28T10:37:00.001-08:00

HARI JADI Ke-19 saya

2008-12-28T10:13:00.000-08:00

those who attended. i wanna thank alot.

those who wished i wanna thank you for remembering.

=D LOVE LOVE.

club pictures posted soon.x

perempuan perempuan dan laki laki sekalian

2008-12-28T10:05:00.000-08:00

minta ampun karane telah lama disaperan(dissapear).
aku telah sibuk ke sini sana beryumcha dengan memba memba sekian.
maaf kerane telah mengabandonkan blog ini.
aku telah lupa kesemuannya aktivity yg telah aku lalui.
sekian terima kasih.

namun begitu. hari jadi saya yg baru lepas aku diblogkan ppada post selepas ini.

jumpa bila jumpa. (see u when i see u )

zen.

I"M BACK

2008-12-19T10:10:00.001-08:00

i just got back from the city of kiasu's.

seriously.they follow rules like dogs.

they bark only when they are allowed to..

i'm glad i'm back. 5 days to plan for me birthday!

WEE! laters homies.

xx

Kums's.

2008-12-14T20:57:00.000-08:00

Dari kamera DIGITAL

Dari Kamera Handpon Xtian

sangat beza kan keputusannya. namun gambar membawa memori. oleh itu aku menghargai. =)

upcoming event.

2008-12-12T23:58:00.001-08:00

bolty!

2008-12-12T23:04:00.000-08:00

i watched bolt day before yesterday!

it's soo good. i laugh and cried.

watch this people! it's guud ! =)

laters homie.

drinking at toni's cabana.

2008-12-12T22:53:00.001-08:00

flashback. freedom.

2008-12-12T22:48:00.000-08:00

i went for freedom. =)

pictures will be posted soon!

hartamas. black hole =)

2008-12-12T22:41:00.000-08:00

feels like 16 again.

hrtms was so the IT spot. =)

black hole was alive again with our presence. LOL.

we were certainly the main attention.

haff a lil guess of what we did? hahaha.

yups. we did it again!

shhhh.

happy happy moments. =)

XOXO.

zen.

fun tyme with ze niggers. dont ask where.

2008-12-12T22:32:00.000-08:00

the last paper.

2008-12-07T07:17:00.001-08:00

it's costing exam tomorrow.
haihyolah mahai!
this whole week i've been highly disgusted.
some match made in heaven happened in college.
which btw make me wanna barf. *pukes*.

anyway. i'm so stressed out.
i'm just hollering cos this blog is so dead.
i think i ight s well just close it down.

i just cant wait for 7pm tomorrow. everything will be... perfect!
astalabista baby.
me partyy hardcore starting tomorrow!
XX

deepavali @ part's big ass house.

2008-11-21T09:10:00.001-08:00

Freedom Elite?

2008-11-14T00:08:00.000-08:00

I got a random call from FREEDOM management yesterday.
invitation to freedom elite.

FREEDOM Elite
An exclusive by-invitation-only private event featuring international and local DJs complete with DJ battles.
Bukit Kiara Equestrian Club (Indoor)22.11.08 9.00pm till late
free flow of beverages.

This event was a private event and limited to 5,000 invitation only.

Elite Solo

DJ's include Scot Project, Mike Koglin, LCK and yada yada.

I've made confirmation to the party. along with another + 3 .
Unfortunately, I'm gonna have to bail. Exam season.
So, Whoever interested, gimme a ring-a-ling. =).

laters party people,
Zenny.

yesterday.

2008-11-08T11:54:00.001-08:00

YESTERDAY was the WORST EVER DAY OF MY WHOLE LIFE!
like ALL 19 (going to be) of them. LITERALLY!
K. story time!

My SmartTAG is apparetly not Smart enuf. IT's DUMB really. It didnt scan the location where i was coming from. My balanced was minused to 0.00 at the payment tol when it was only meant to be 1.20 ringgit malaysia. FUCK MUCH! haff to go report at office. they told me they'll send cheque to me in 1month. . .
OK. fuck that. second incident. IT was 11.00 ish when i got to sunway. I needed to gt my phone fixed for it's preetty much fucked up. I drove to SUMMIT parked my car. went up to the shops and it's still CLOSED. WHAT SHOP DONT WANNA DO BUSINESS??? OPEN SO LATE for fucks!
K. 3rd INCIDENT. i parked my car at the usual spot. when i came out. i couldnt start my engine. apparently. i didnt off the damn lights. WHO THE FUCK ON LIGHTS IN THE MORN? U TELL ME U TELL ME! omg. my day is so ruin.
i paid 20 buxx to jumpstart my car. and then REALISED that the side of my car is SCRATCHED by those indon FUCKS doing road. There was this MASSIVE rock beside my car. IT was obvious it came from it. AARGGHHH. all those anger trapped in me was worthless as my dad said there's no point shouting at them when u noe clearly them wont haff the money to pay you. which is true laaa.
and THEN. i got scolded from mom.

WORST day of my WHOLE life.

CAN yours get any worst? If yours was worse. i salute that you can go thro with it.

Right after that. My day started to go better. thx baby =)

Went fot movies with mom and sis. came back lateeeeee. 007 is GUUD!

YOURS TRULY EVER,
ZENNY.

drinking with mom and her boss

2008-11-08T11:25:00.000-08:00

it was last week, i think.
mr yoges was having a party at his pub.
he got me invited and offered some booze to me.
i had. 3 glasses of malibu pineapple and half a bottle of wine.
WOAH. i was gone by then.
i noe my alcohol tolerence's not exactly good.
i'm a chinese what do expect. hahaha. fucking good excuse.

consider that a 1st step to the world of business.
i bet it's gonna be like that in the future.
having to socialise with business people after work.
hving to distress after work.

it's a new experience really.

i cant sleep!

2008-11-08T11:01:00.000-08:00

i was sorta in that going to sleep zone . but got awaken from elle.
thanks! and now i cant sleep so hence...

i'm writting this.
i'm just gonna blog about whats going on in my head.
FINALS. are coming up. which really is freaking me out.

i feel bad for even thinking to want to go out. thats how bad it is.
i guess i've been transformed into a nerd or something.
life's not like how it used to be anymore.
at least i hope it's only for now.

i miss those times when everything is so perfectly balanced.
studies and education. by that i mean scoring and still being able to party from tues to saturdays.
trully. i never got sicked of partying.
i just dont got the tyme, not now at least.

whatever it is. i just dont wanna retain. waste another 6 month by failling any one of the papers.
thats whats in my mind and motivating me to go on.

haih. enough about studies.
i really really feel bad for neglecting my close frens.
haihyo. i dunnoe how to deal with it laaaa.
like seriously.
but i thank the blakie for sticking around and understnading that i need space to study.
thaks blackie. much appreciated.

kays. i gotta quit whinning really.
good night.
i'll try me best to sleep
XX

random movie day.

2008-10-29T04:34:00.000-07:00

So i was so boredd yesterday. and not to mention restless.
I almost died. I called almost everyone and they're busy doing them stuffs.
So. i decided to hook back on with the ex bff for a movie. hehe.Movies with elle , nicole and christian(some CLEO bachaelor from UK) which we pullled to watched the chickflick with. funny a?
this movie is rather dissapointing really.
not as good as what i was expecting .
but it was alright tho.
Dane cook is sexxay =)

lotsa lurve,
zennyz.

rave?

2008-10-29T04:26:00.001-07:00

Magnificent DJs line up :

Cosmic Gate,Scott Alert,Erik Nilsson,DJ Nikki,Bass Agents

Venue : TR1 Hall , PWTC Kuala Lumpur

Date : 20th December 2008

Time : 6pm till late. ( around 3am )

Dress Code : Black & White

attending ? not attending?

too soon to tell .

INDOOR rave.? it's gonna be. lack of air i wud say.

MASSIVE a?

lets see how massive it wud get. =)

zen.

Currently Addicted to.

2008-10-28T00:32:00.000-07:00

KLAAS

Feel The Love

not forgetting.

2008-10-28T00:21:00.000-07:00

I went straight to the movies after mock exams.

HAHA. I was kindda anticipating for this movie.

It's kindda funny really. ANNA FARIS is such a DUMBBLONDE .

Her actins are just so funnyyy.

anyways, i haff like a week holiday. and it's so far so good.

i plan to study starting thursday??

hahaha. lets hope my plan'll go my way.

I'm such a nerd rright now.

i KNOW!

and it's not too bad reallly. It's just a lil sacrifice for a very wide future.

I'm so wise rright. I mean it's not like i dont haff a life after college.

I haff very good frens.

Cant thank those who gets what i'm going thro enuff.

APPRECIATIVE!

OK. i gtg now. see yall later.

yours truly,

ZENN

happy deepavali.

2008-10-27T23:33:00.000-07:00

Happy indian new year to all the my keling frens.
hehehe.
After Part's house last night, a couple of us went out to watch this movie by Niolas Cage.
He look damn scary in this show. Like that toy in SAW that one who says *i wanna play a game with you*.
CHOWHYE. His lanjiao face WHITE colour i tell u.
Damn creepy. wonder how many boxes of powder the fella use for make up.
HAHA.
But the show was alright laa. not too bad not too good. Lots of action. And unecessary killings.

MOS.

2008-10-07T06:53:00.000-07:00

MOS on thursdays. WARNING!

DO NOT GO on thursdays.

MOS is turning into Maison.

there's so many ppl working in n out it's like some night market.

plus. the music suck.

so. pls. ladies n gents.

thursday is no good in here.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRO.

2008-10-01T04:18:00.000-07:00

Death Race.

2008-10-01T03:41:00.000-07:00

This show is uber good. Go watch it! =)

Too bad some fucking leech came along with us to the movies.

ARRGH. fcking annoyinggggg.

Bestiess <3

2008-10-01T03:36:00.001-07:00

my babies. i LOVEEEE <3

Graduation.

2008-09-28T01:19:00.001-07:00

group 1. the geeks.

my mama and I. in the lime light.
i look so tall. thanks babe.
patrick got D cup. bigger than mine..alot.

i look better as a vampire than bryan.HAHA.
my long lost buddy. jacqueline.
my portugese mix chinese mix something fren. i'm same mix with her. thats y we look alike.

my exam buddies.
my new good friends. debbie is not punjabi. alex is nepalese mix chinese mix indian. almost as cool as my mix.

izzat and rashad. izzat is not fusting. look at his hand

YAY! I graduated. =P BITCHHH!!!

Life Lesson.

2008-09-24T01:09:00.000-07:00

life lesson number one:

DO NOT EVER! be too nice.
cos when u are too nice.
u get pushed around and in the end.
nobody cares about you.
It's true.
and i learned it the hard way.
as if once wasnt enuf.
well. i had enough now.
There's no point being nice to ppl who arent nice to u.
Be nice when the other party is.
Or. lets just not.

U noe why?!? nobody gives a sshit bout how u feel?
It's because ur so nice that even if they fucked u up.
in the end of the day they know that you'll still be there.

AND also. nice ppl are always used.
Cos it's too hard for nice ppl to reject a person. or to say nooo.

i also learned to NOT be too accomodative.
and to put ur thoughts before others.
thats fucking important.

ever heard of the phrase "u gotta love yourself to make others love u "
it's true.
so LOVE yourself more.
seriously, stop being nice.

K. more life lesson to come.
i noe i'm so wise rright?
laters.

the week b4.

2008-09-20T10:22:00.000-07:00

jap jap jap and more jap food.

i dunno college ppl just love jap food huh?

from sushi king to zanmai ..

hmm.

exam's approaching and here i am @ my frens place.

thanks for the hospitality jx.

K. malas wanna berbanyak cakap.

my exam's next week.

laters niggers.

kawan baiks.

2008-09-20T10:17:00.000-07:00

ini dia orang penting dalam hidupku. ada lagi yang tiada dalam gambar. so pls dont get sensitiveee.
i went up to genting yesterday.
it was a sudden spontaneous plan.
came home @ 4ish and got beaten like a dog. =(
k. too much details.
next post will be pictures during the none blogging week.

UPdates.

2008-09-20T10:14:00.001-07:00

i've got my baby!

it's been a week since me blog.

busy busy with lotssa thinggs..

let the pics elaborate...

next post.

GOSSIP GIRL!

2008-09-06T22:56:00.000-07:00

BITCH! IT"S OUT! HAHHA!!!! SEASON 2 uhmmmm hmmm!!!!
i watched the 1st episode yesterday.
effing good as usual!
Loves Its.

X

bulan ramadan.

2008-09-03T07:04:00.000-07:00

hari ini mulanya bulan puasa. saya dgn kwn kwn ku. muka selat(slut) and macha the keling went kota dmsr for ramadan fest.

b4 that. i was looking @ a bunch of ppl indoor chasing a soccer ball @ sunway.

we makan-ed like we berpuasa for months.

i'm still kindda full. hehe =)

some kinky stuffs happen when we were eating.

we were kindda practicing on how to... work out tongue.

hahaha. if you got the hint u got it.

rright. i needta bounce yoo.

see ya bitches!

Yesterday @ pd.

2008-09-02T06:59:00.000-07:00

Random outing to pd.
i was more like forced to go ..
cp. be appeciative! i did this for you baby..
and i lost my spec on the way. =( the one that make me look like a toy.
i bet alex like them so much she calls me a toy so i can be servicing her . AHA.
wokays. here are some of them pics.
more to come. tune in.
XX
Yourstruly,
Zenny.

MERDEKA.

2008-09-02T06:48:00.000-07:00

FINALLY.
TO THE MOVIESSS!
it's been wayyy tooo looonngggg.
since i watched one.
THIS was NOT s good s it seems.
DONT WATCH THIS!
It doesnt make any sence.

After movies, Kumsy and Me wentta meet Lexy for some booze @ hrtms.
=).. i came home @ 4 after talking so much of bullshit and ddirrty stuffs . ahehhe.
some good night i wud say.
loves it.
X

Flashback.

2008-09-02T06:44:00.000-07:00

on the EVE!! hmm.
I was @ PARKVILLE!
YAY! barbeque and house music goes so much together gether.
+ fireworks from curve. =) beauuuti-fool.

I was high n flying on boozzeee and chrystian was dead drunk and sleepingg.
everyone was having such a greatt time.
the experiece is priceless!
i wouldnt wanna exchange this for anything else.
HAHA AWESOME AWESOME!

it's over

2008-08-29T05:48:00.000-07:00

i'm home now. feeling damn empty.
i might be going to space. mos or to pavilion for movies.
my exams are over. for the tyme being laaa.
n merdeka eve's 2moro. *yay!
partayyy.

k lah over and out.
XX

law.

2008-08-26T18:09:00.000-07:00

i'm gonna haff law exam in... a few hours.
so many sections to remember and all them case lawss...
i salute those doing law. jean. all the way.
this paper is one helll of a boring subject andd to do this. you gotta haff. 101% of focus and determination.
k. enuff said.
i didnt wanna study so i came online but i think eneryone's still kindda sleeping or in college. cos no one appears to be online.
merdeka eve's coming. another excuse to party.
i just cant wait til friday when it'll all be over. @ least for a day or 2.

i neeed 50% to pass my papers.
wtf right. damn high standard.
apparently. the passing mark gets higher according to the level.
so now yall readers kno y zen damn NO life lahhh.
it's been college-> gym -> home for quite sometime now.
haihyoooo. i wish i can just chiiilll .. like the old tymes in KDU.
effortless A's.. and damn guud social lifee.

screw ACCA. for those who are thinking to do this.
PLS. reconsider 10 times.
cos it means. sacrificing alot.
and trust me when i say alot.
unless u dont wanna pass all papers in one goal and wanna retain for like 3-4 yrs or retake one papers for like 10 times laa.

k lah i gtg now to study my law.
i'm aiming 30. wish me luck.
whoever gets lower than that get barred.
and the management is serious this time. cos apparently their platinum status for achieving damn good students is at stake.

word of advice. for those who like to party damn hard and kenot sit still.
cos damn restless all the time. dont do this course.
you'll feel like me all the time. which sucks.

for those who like to over analyse stuff.
dont take this course oso.
cos you wont be able to analyse enough.

k for those who like colours and study with pictures.
dont take this course cos the books are only black n white and seriously damn dull.

for those who cant focus in class. dont do this course.
cos the lecturer talk none stop for 2 hrs then break 10mins.
if you miss out the stuffs. you wont b able to catch up.

for those after SPM thinking to do pre-ACCA (CAT).
make sure you think twice oso.
cos. CAT is = harder then degree.
quoted my lecturer.

k. sekian saje.
when i wanna whine bout stuff i'll come back on.
stay tune.

zenny.

eh. i seriously wanna be a nerd.

2008-08-23T08:02:00.001-07:00

K. i'm kindda sick being not able to study.
I wanna letak all my affort but somehow there's always that something else there's better to do.
I told alot of ppl many times that eh. i'm gonna study now. like seriously from this day on and bla bla.
omg. it's like having to diet. it applies. same case la. telling ppl then dont do.
Now right.
i have Law,Tax and Costing to worry about. But my head always cockblock these subjects.
It's like some no entry restricted kindda thing.
So. seriously i dunnno what to do .
Haihyo. Damn stress lah. Serious.
I wanna cry oso kenot. cos like damn sissyfied right.
Wanna laugh all the way oso kenot cos. kiasu later in the end runtuh.
Ma-Fuck. kenot switch course oso. Register already MAHHH.
Haihyo. I'm such a whinner lah. Like kenot deal with stuff have to blog.
If your reading you obviously more no life than me laaaa.
So in a way i WIN! HAHA!
K lah. gotta somehow do LAW now.
I have test next week.

Ciao LanJiao.
Bye Cheebye.

XX.

inspirational.

2008-08-23T07:17:00.000-07:00

Beyoncé: The heart is stronger Than you think It's like it can go Through anythingAnd even when you think It can't it finds a way To still push on Though

Carrie Underwood: Sometimes You want to run away Ain't got the patience For the pain And if you Don't believe it Look into Your heart The beat goes on

Rihanna: I'm tellin' you that

Rihanna/Miley Cyrus: Things get better Through whatever

Rihanna: If you fall Dust it off Don't let up Sheryl Crow: Don't you know You can go Be your own miracle

Beyoncé: You need to know

Chorus (Sheryl Crow): If the mind Keeps thinking You've had enough But the heart Keeps telling you Don't give up

Sheryl Crow/Beyoncé: Who are we to beQuestioning Wondering what is what Don't give upThrough it all Just stand up

Fergie: It's like We all have better days Problems getting all up In your face

Leona Lewis: Just because You go through it Fergie: Don't mean it got To take control, no

Leona Lewis: You ain't gotta find No hiding place

Keyshia Cole: Because the heart Can beat the hate

Leona Lewis: Don't wanna Let your mind Keep playin' you

Keyshia Cole: And sayin' you Can't go on Rihanna: I'm tellin' you that

Miley Cyrus: Things get better Through whatever

Rihanna: If you fall

Miley Cyrus: Dust if off Don't let up

LeAnn Rimes: Don't you know you

Bedingfield: Can go

LeAnn Rimes: Be your own

Natasha Bedingfield: Miracle

Carrie Underwood: You need to know (Chorus-All)

Mary J. Blige: You don't gotta be A prisoner In your mind

Ciara: If you fall Dust it off

Mary J. Blige: You can live your life

Rihanna/Carrie Underwood: Yeah

Mary J. Blige: Let your heart Be your guide

Rihanna/Carrie: Yeah, yeah, yeah

Mariah Carey: And you will know That you're good If you trust in the good

Ashanti: Everything Will be alright, yeah Light up the dark If you follow your heart

Mary J. Blige: And it will get better

Mariah Carey: Through whatever (Chorus-All)

Fergie: You got it in you Find it within You got in now Find it within now You got in you Find it within You got in now Find it within now You got in you Ffind it within Find it within you Find it within

10 Various Artist team up for this song-Just Stand Up.
It's inspirational.

my hatred so much covered my happiness. it sux.

2008-08-20T01:38:00.000-07:00

i graduated. *yay but not quite.

i'm just looking forward to penang with mr best friend(kum) , cutetard(xiera) and her roomie(thang).

i so much thank god i have people like them in my life now.
people who would just laugh at your jokes and not get over sensitive of your sayings.
cos they kno thats how i roll.

i'm so heart broken for the fact that my dearest ever, do not at all understand me. and how i roll. and for being mad at me for that wrong reason.
apologize and apology accepted but none for me.
why the fuck wd anyone cares bout how i feel right.
who the fuck am i?
she might be thinking the same. *yyaa. who the fuck's zen*.
dont need to care laa.

*sigh*. i never like ppl feeling sad. therefore i'm always there for those who needds me.
but when it comes to being happy myself now. i just forgotten how it feels like.
i'm not happy at all in my life.
i'm sick of being told AT. not just in the house but in college now as well. by a ver own friend.
i so much wanna just leave. leave and never come back.
after all . what do i haff to loose.
who will be missing me. i dun noe.. i dont know.

i'm so dark lately. i therefore choose not to blog. but it so needs a lil update.
my social's lifes gonna be OFF for awhile as my test is next week.
i'll be updating on penang after that.

til then,
zen.

i HATE THAT BITCH!!!

2008-08-20T01:13:00.000-07:00

I HATE THIS FUCKING SLUT IN COLLEGE!
SHE'S A FUCKING FAKE ASS TRYING SO HARD TO BE NICE .
SHE SO MUCH KEEPS EVERY SINGLE DETAIL OF HATRED IN HER HEART/.
SH CANT LET GO OF THE FACT THAT PEOPLE ONCE TOLD HER OFF. SHE HAVE TO IN SOMEWAY ALL THE WAY WHENEVER SHE CAN. FUCKING ATTACK YOU. ESPECIALLY DURING YOUR WEEKEST MOMENT.
SHE LIKES TO MAKE AS THO SHE'S IN THE RIGHT BY SAYING SHE WAS MERELY GIVING ADVICE TO YOU. BY TELLING YOU OFF IN FRONT OF A CROWD AND BY MAKING YU FEEL LIKE CRAP AND SHE EXPECTS EVERYTHING TO BE FINE.
SHE CLAIMS SHE CARES BOUT YOU THATS Y SHE'S VOICING OUT.
BUT THATS NOT THE WAY TO CARE.
IF YOU WANNA CARE. YOU DRAG THE CASULTY BY THE SIDE AND HAFF A LIL ONE ON ONE WITH THEM. NOT EMBARASS THEM IN FRONTTA THEIR FRIENDS.
IT'S SO OBVIOUS SHE WAS TRYING O GET BACK AT ME.
SHE'S A CUNNING BITCH.
THAT'S THE WAY SHE WORKS.
SHE SO DESERVE A MARK ON HER FACE.
I FUCKING HATE HER.
I HATE EVEN KNOWING HER AND IT MAKES ME SICK THAT I AM NICE TO HER.
I OFFICIALLY DNT WANT ANYTHING TO DO WITH HER FROM THIS VERY MOMENT.
AND THE FACT THAT SHE CALLS UP MY FRENS ONE BY ONE FOR BUSINESS OPPRTUNITY.
WAIT TIL THEY HEAR BOUT WHAT I HAVE TO SAY ABOUT HER.
NO WAY THEY'RE GONNA BE TRICKED BY YOU. FUCK. SO FUCK OFF MY FRIENDS LIFE.

FUCK I HATE HER! FUCKING CHINESE SCHOOL AD.
I HATE HER. I HATE THAT I WS NICE TO HER.
I HATE THAT SHE USED TO BE CLOSE TO ME.
I HATE SO MUCH OF THE FACT THAT SHE'S HER.
SHE' SO FAKE SHE'S WORST THAT PAMELA ANDERSON'S BOOBS.
I'M GONNA FUCKING SLAP HER COCK SUCKLING FACE THE NEXT TME SHE TALK AT ME.
I'M GONNA SLAP HER SO HARD. SHE COULD FEEL HER FAKE SKULL FALLING APART.
I HATE HER SO MUCH EVEYTIME I SEE HER. I WANNA PEE ON HER FACE.
FUCK I HATE THE CRAP OUTTA HER CUNNING SELF.
I FUCKING HATE HEERRRRRRRR!!!!!
AND WHAT'S THE DEAL WITH MISTER I THINK I SHOULD GET INTO THIS SITUATION.
FUCK OFF. N MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS.
I'M SO DONE WITH HOW THIS WHOLE CHINESE PPL WORK.
FUCK. I WANT NOTHING TO DO WITH THESE CHINESE ATTITUDE.
OMG.. I SO WANNA SMACK THAT FUCKING FACE!!! aargghh!!!
FUCKING CUNT.

=(

2008-08-13T06:17:00.000-07:00

everythings just not going the way i want it to be.
i'm so down!
and results coming on monday.
i'm afraid.
it's as tho all the bad feelings attacking me @ once. FAST!
......

i need a break. from everything.

hot spring/cold spring.

2008-08-03T06:27:00.001-07:00

After the visit to the org asli's, We wentta to the hot and cold spring for some fun.
We stuck our feet in a 60" hot water.
IN some part of the place where the water temperature were higher, eggs were allowed to be boiled. =.=''

OFF we wentta to cold spring to chill ourselves down.
Dr dillip with the white hairy chest.He's 60!!
Aunt Rita relaxing to the max.

Wonderful family day. =)

Your Truly,

Zen.

lawat-melawat original people.

2008-08-03T05:37:00.001-07:00

Last week, Aku telah melawat lawat ke tempat orang original.
Saya telah menjadi humanitarian overnight kerana teringin ingin menjadi seperti brat pitt dan angelina the tatoo banyak.
Tempat ini berada di perak ,trolak.
pada kira kira 8 pagi, 20 kereta telah berconvoy ke tempat org ori untuk lawatan sambil belajar.

Here are some gambars.
penghulu mengajar cara org asli gosok gigi.
Hadiah hari jadi saya!
ibu nak show off highlights baru. show off handbag pulak.
aku dan hadiah hadiah ku.
tempat chilling menilling kanak kanak original.

shuffling clan original.
orang tua, saya, dan org asli.
mat rempit akan datang.
mereka yg melawat lawat .

adikku yang teringat dirinya high class telah meninggalkan opprtunity untuk berlagak semacam bratt pitt dan perempuan sexy dgn tattoo.

kk cut the crap. this is where some of the org asli's live.

i've gone visiting with a bunch of humanitarian during the weekends and there'll be more event to come.

We take and take in the society sometimes it's time turn to give.

My mama taught me well by bringing me to places as such for charity and so..

This taught me to be more humble and down to earth and willing to give after taking and taking.

I hope yall out there are doing some charitable work too.

yours truly,

zen.

random saturday night. drink drank drunk.

2008-08-03T02:48:00.000-07:00

last week.

2008-07-25T20:54:00.001-07:00

So much happened last week. Honestly, I cant really remember much.
But yesterday i can.
Skipped the 11.30 class for Sex and the City. With the absolutely wrong people to watch with.
HAIH wtv laaa.
The movie however's 10/10.
It's sooooo good. I so want my lifestyle to be as faboulous and sarah jessica parker. =).

Went back into class after movies.
Had 3 solid hours of law lecture.

Right ater that Kumanan called for dinner with Lex.
Along came Kyle and Thang.
King Crab was good!!!!
Had some bonding moments and went for some booze @ the park ltr that night.
Chrys,Derrick,Lena,Ken joined us for booze.

Came home and things got a lil.. fucked.
I"M SO CONFUSEEEEE!!!!!

YOurs Truly,
Zen.

happy bday to those other july babies.

2008-07-25T20:45:00.000-07:00

CHYI! happy bday.

your a nice person. n really a true bunny. LOL

n i still feel bad due to not being able to get you into the kelab malam tu. =(

WTF laa. my blog's like a bday post for this month.

N for those other people s well. happy bday. =)

N YIN! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

2008-07-25T20:28:00.000-07:00

SYG! hahaha. i haff known you for. god noes how long now from primary. =)

we haff been thro so much. fights. silent war. all those growing up stuffs.

but in the end. we are still always there for one another.

much appreciated huns =).

lurve yaaa.

happy birthday barbie

2008-07-25T20:19:00.000-07:00

MY best KDU friend and movie buddy!

Altho v berdistance now, i'm still your crying shoulder =).

LOVE LOVE!

Happy 23rd.

kg's farewell @ jenting.

2008-07-20T04:35:00.000-07:00

pool party with my sygs <3

2008-07-20T04:21:00.001-07:00

MOvie reView.

2008-07-19T00:46:00.000-07:00

i watched all the above. and trust me.

Journey to the center of the Earth SUCK BIG TIME! DONT WATCH.

WASTE OF MONEY! i spent like 17 bucks on that damn show. FUCK!

and Dragon Wars SUCK big tyme as well. It's some low budget film with a nice graphic touch.

IN fact it suck so much that it was on DVD before it hits the big screen.

I recommend all the action blockbusters.

It's effing good.

let me rate. my choices.

Wanted
Hancock
Hellboy 2 the golden army
Batman the dark knight

It's all high budget well planned and equiped with cool graphics. Whoever haven watch any of these, whatchu waiting for. It's GUUD! you wouldnt wanna miss it.

N HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMMY!

2008-07-18T23:31:00.001-07:00

it's not like your gonna read this mom . but thank you for everything u've provided me for.

being a single mom is tough but u stuggled with my up and downs and keep me living well.

i have nothing to repay you but instead cause you the misery and stress.

i sometimes get where your cming from. deep in.

but i just. . .

choose to be in a state of denial. i wanna get away from stress @ times.

get away from studies and just relax.

altho we dont see eye to eye in things.

you'll always be my mammy.

i love you mom.

your a year older. and when it's up to me to take care of you. i'll swear to give you the best.

your my inspiration mom.

Lots Of Love.

Zen.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MACHA!

2008-07-18T23:23:00.001-07:00

To my MAN bestie!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHA!!

LOVE YOU!!!

it was his birthday yesterday! we went tipsy @ justin's! =) happy 19th!

macha's birthday

2008-07-16T07:57:00.000-07:00

kk. this is what happen.

sudden last minute change of plan.

i had to attend family dinner @ kepong for my niece's full moon.

i told the macha i couldnt make it but he insisted to wait so cool.

i finished about 12 ish and my uncle was kindda drunken @ that moment.

puke along the highway from kepong back to kota dsr. *yucks*

K. so i got back around 1 and left for genting.

it was damn funny.

we did some tokyo drift kindda thing in this abandon car park.

all hood's up and loud music playing.

Kumanan even threw in some indon joget that got us all laughing so hard.

They all tried entering the casino but only chermaine jean kyle sulin and justin(not really counted cos he came out right after) got in.

some win money and some lost. s usual laaa.

came back only @ 7 in the morn the next day.

*phew.

this week's been dull man. girls' hormones can be pretty fucked.

I hate hormones!

ARRGH

lots happen the last week.

2008-07-16T07:39:00.000-07:00

Let's go back.

I met my best friends jishen and keon zheng.
Went for a drink and chat for quite awhile.
They both got into my house and started attacking me with my mom. (verbally)
OUCH! I mean if they were to attack me physically trust me. I can definately handle em. HAHA.

OK. what else happen.
Ya, Alex got her cards in her wallet lost.
WHO DA FUCKER stole it should be put to hell.
For no apparent reason Zharif Alex and I haff to trouble ourselves filling report, getting to banks, re-doing IC's n all that jazz.
Troublesome much.

EER. O ya, I wentta check out some rides with Kum,Chrys and Kyle on saturday i think.
Saw that one i really like.
Hopefully i can get it.

N to highlight last week.
Kumanan celebrated his early birthday in genting. update on next post.
X

I want EG! and HUMMER!

2008-07-06T01:03:00.000-07:00

Day before yesterday.
Kum ruiyang aiman and saya wentta test drive EG!
DAMN ON! it was.... so sexay.
I love how it calls my name. K i was exagerrating. but seriously,
IT's so sexay!!
! YOU noe what else is? HUMMER
Bling bling yooo.
I had always got a THING for it. i Must admit.
It's kindda rare when it was all over MTV.
Now, it's not too rare. I've seen a few on the road.
N there's this launch-thing @ curve yesterday.

I was with my girls @ curve after soooo loong.
N the hummer car show was going on. So v bercam-whored with the bling bling.
It's so SEXAY! I WANT!
I swear i'll get it. not now. future.
K masa untuk gambar.

O ya. then rright. Alex n Alvin dua orang alcoholic. Wentta scarlett to haff booze.
Like in the day light. see what i meant by alcoholic. yya.

YOurs TRuly,

Zen.

Haff u ever?

2008-07-05T11:18:00.000-07:00

haff u ever want something so bad.
but u feel as tho it's unreachable.
then you just.. give up hopes on having to even try?
but at the same time you just want it so much.
thats how i feel now.

i'm sad.

=.=''

2008-07-02T01:21:00.000-07:00

I just got my IC done. and O ya. I got my sim back. my number wud be 012-6282838 for now.
I'll be using the other one as well. Just not s much.

College's starting 2moro. ARGHH! Tired much!
HOLs definately NOT enuff.
O ya did i mention my timetable totally suck balls.
I haff classes everyday excluding weds and suns.
HELLO? classes on SATURDAYs?
That means a major N to the O for clubs.
N OMGEEE i haven even got the chance to check Euphoria OUT.
Sacri-shit-fices i make. it better pay back in the future.

Went Casa Indah to swim last night.
Didnt really planned to do so. But i was forced dwn or rather PUSHED down by hehehe. RuiYang and Kyle. fuckerss!!! THX ALOT!
I was soaking WET!!

It's funny how everyday's like a weekend for them. Kumanan,Kg,Ruiyang,Chermaine,Chrys,Ken,Nik.... =)

O yya n we cam-whored so much last night.
From the pool to posing with the guards..
=.=''
funny huh?
Went for supper right after. =)
I guess that'll be my last night out as disasterest college will be starting tomorrow. =(

Pictures will be posted soon.
Til Then

Yours Truly,

ZENZ!

YESterday was family day.

2008-06-30T03:08:00.001-07:00

Wentta KL Convention Center for Broadway yesterday night.
It's Beauty n the Beast this yr.
Mom's got VIP's so. THere we were..
IT was Grease in 2006
Chicago in 2007
N this yr. Beauty n the Beast. HAIH! Y didnt she get them tics last yr.?!?<>
OK anyway. We spent some quality tyme there. and the tics are like expensive. 6th row from the screen.
Here's are some of them pics. =)

I know I know. So not my thing rright. but it's family bonding tyme OK! =)

N DAD's back from CHINA! *yay!!

Yours Truly,

Zen.

HAff yall seen?

2008-06-30T02:44:00.000-07:00

This. It's Estee's!!
O well she ask me not to post but tell what a girl she cant do. She'll wanna do it more. LOL.

Pretty cool huh?

XX.

Zen.

BACK to College.

2008-06-30T02:35:00.000-07:00

Went bck to college in the morning.
AH fucking hell. woke up damn early.
like 9.30. =.=''
my hours are so reversed!
i dun know how the heck i'm gonna get used to waking up @ 6 again .
Sigh. O well,
Met Zarif ,Hann, Debs and Mus for lunch .
And wennta the gym b4 that after god noes how long.
My stamina's like way OFF man. Gotta Gotta train it UP!
I noe i NOE
My weight.. i gotta watch it too. =(

I just got my timetable. It's crazy! I haff classes on saturdays! FUCKING HELL!
sorry i keep cursing. Seriously. NO LIFE ZEN! gonna be back again!
ARRGHH!
O ya i'm gonna get a car soon. nothing fancy laa. just a junk i THINK. hopefully not. hahhaha.
Will be updating on that..

Yours Truly,

ZenX

PICtures from ze holiday =)

2008-06-30T01:59:00.001-07:00

ALEX's famous SLUT face =) ON eeh?

YESterday.

2008-06-28T00:36:00.000-07:00

Wentta Embershoppe for Shiesha with lots of people that i haven seen for ages.
i swear my lungs are so badly polluted =(

I couldnt sleep til.. like 3 in the morning.
and here i am blogging cos i was dragged to work by the mother.
i'm so hungry now. but sadly there's no food nor anythin else here.
N yya. goodluck for futsal competition. Those who are involved.
I hope Chrys's gang wins. We gonna be partying with them cash. HAHHA.
O well. There's nothing much to say dah.
I'll upload the genting pics in a bit.

til then.

YoursTruly,

Zen.

PICtures From Deb's 20th =)

2008-06-28T00:29:00.001-07:00

O ya. n not forgetting MARCO's birthday!

2008-06-25T07:24:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DJ MARCO!
It's sad i wouldnt be attending his birthday @ space 2night.
But I'll be there on friday!
Best wishes babes. n your like 50 now! HAHA.

unhealthy

2008-06-24T23:33:00.000-07:00

This hols.
booze booze and more booze.
when i see zharif or alex. It's booze tyme.
which whom btw i see like 5 times a week for the hols.
it's amazing we got so tight.
<3>
OK. anyway. I just got dwn from genting yesterday.
Tired s hell i must admit. Plus, i've gottan some disease allergy thingy on my fingers and foot.
and guess what? It's spreading. Yucks. i KNO!
OK. need not elaborate more. too much info.

I wanna give a shout out to my girl, DEBBIE!
Happie burfday sayang!
your old s hell. tweeeenttyyyy!

damn. i love your gorgeous eyes. I'm gonna pluck it out with a playa and wear them on.
HHAHA! JK.

Celebrated my girls IT day @ republic last night with a bunch.
Gonna be posting pics soon =). Til then.

Yours Truly,
Zenn!

MOVIES.

2008-06-20T00:59:00.000-07:00

21's like the best movie EVER! i'm so into cards coounting now.
I wanna win big bucks n sapu the cash in genting 1st then Las Vegas. LMAO!

Went for mid night movie with Lexy,Zarif and Debs. the 4b's
HAHA (insiders joke).
it's not as good as over my dead body and what happens in vegas.
after movies we wentta mcd's then sanctuary. But too late it was closing.
N PHATDOLLA was effing drunk. She fell down the stairs. scary huh?

We needed booze so we wentta 7E and bought some beers then we berlepak kat my place =)
Til like 4ish.
Thanks to lexy damn pandai.
She brought her cammie but no memory card.
WTF huh? damn PANDAI!.
n knowingly that i lost my cammy. she asked '' eh zen u haff memory card ar''?
AARGH!

2night! SPACE baby. heard lotsa ppl are going. see you bitches there. =)

Yours Truly,
ZennyB.

speechless

2008-06-20T00:54:00.000-07:00

Charmaine and I got lost in KL day b4.
fucking hell. Heritage row damn hard to find.
funny how often we go but when it's our turn to drive there. we just........am lost.
K after that.. we hung out with a bunch of gangsters. Damn scary laa. seriously.
I almost died.
But they are kindda funny lahh must admit.
The power supply went off n this guy was like.
''ANNEH. Tak nampak you laa. Buka gigi ''
Fuck damn sohai. but funny s hell .

Well whatever it is lah Thanks Charmaine for the help =) laff you.

Yours Truly,
Zenn.

D Heavens,Bangsar.

2008-06-18T02:06:00.000-07:00

K. So i ajak-ed Lexy Sexy n Zarif to Attic yesterday to meet up with Wei Hui.

Unfortunately that place was kindda....... not happening.

So we decided to go for sheisha again. There to the tempat yang gelap dan merah.

D Heavens .

K so when i got there the place was kindda dark lahh. then rright. it got brighter when the music's louder weird huh? i asked the lady working there she say there's no such thing.

So She's trying to FRAME ME NOW LAHH!!!

K lah maybe it was the booze.. but seriously. you ppl pls lah be more sensitive. takkan my eyes got problem.

The night was fill with laughter and lame lame jokes.

N some unexplainable laughing happening all along. I dunnoe y. But everytime Alex stare @ me. I'll laugh. N then She wud also laugh.. Funnny place huh?

O ya n the music's damn good. can remix arabian snake song to paris hilton stars are blind.

I'm serious k. Yall gotta check me singing =)

I dont know HOW THE HELL i got so lame like seriously. Thx alex n zarif.

I think it's cos of you ppl LAH! or maybe the booze. IDK.

KK. pictures tyme!

That's alex. she's not camera shy. she's actually checking out some yindian macha who's getting the sheisha done for us. Dont believe ar. KK. you see

K. I told you. Eveything comes with prove. See how intense this is?

This is b4 which is damn boring . Check out after =)

That's zarif with his new malaylala hair n the other one, alex whos sucking on it. They think it's the best pic cos i'm cut off. but wtv la. my half face look pretty good what. HAHA.

That's Me n Zarif berbuat bodoh-ing on the streets. Cos alex was boring us with her stories so we couldnt take it. We decided to entertain ourselves.

k. more to go before semester starts. HAHA!

I hope it's fun. =)

n WeiHui. it was good to see you again my lovey phatdolla. <3<3

Yours Truly,

ZEN!

Posers.

2008-06-17T20:13:00.000-07:00

I was dead tired after work yesterday.
+ i've been sleeping LATER than ever for the past few weeks.
Came home n had a lil fun with my new fren Estee.
Hey Estee. HAHA. That's her original look. With NO make up!
REVEALED OK. =) hahha. O. N thats her acting cute. She taught me how be cute but haih s usual. CMI. =(
But she's cute lah kan?

Wentta bangsar after that with Lexy, Zarif, Wei Hui, Jo and more new people. =)Will be blogging n posting pics bout it soon. til then.

Yours Truly,

Zenn

Random night out.

2008-06-15T20:29:00.001-07:00

Alexy , Zarif and I went bershiesha last night at hrtmns.
It's been so long since i wentta hrtms.
Funny how FUNNY our conversation was. It was a non stop 2 hours laughter.
according to alex. eating oyster makes ppl horny. Ya rright alex. I bet when you say ppl you mean only yourself. haha
That bapuk hornball. Fucking funny.

K. so we berpelan to go Langkawi.
1 week to plan .
By 23rd we MUST be in langkawi. Berchilling there for 3 days then back for the clubs on thursday BEFORE disasterest class starts again.

Should have known you people since semester 1. FUN PPL =)
Library boys/ girls in the morning and FUN ass clubbers in the night.
Rmb guys. consistent next semester.
Monday and Tuesday study time. Wed Thurs we berpartay then Friday yumcha session =)

Yours Truly,

Zenny.

Fuck Maison.

2008-06-14T08:33:00.000-07:00

OKAY. I'm not gonna post any of my pics up. Cos, Fuck la. I put on shit lotsa weight .
All my pics are just CMI . (cannot make it).
Here are some from Thursday.
There's more but it's all gone.
Ya noe WHY DA FUCK? Cos riight.
I fucking lost my whole bag. Here are the list of stuff i lost.

Some Guess bag wish cost like 600 bucks.
Olympus camera. (however you spell it ) cost around 1700 i think.
Handphone My handphone the white one. yall shud noe laa.those who noe me.
IC.
Driving license
Some Cash.
So est of lost..... 2500 k?

Not to mention those trouble i haff to go thro n how my mom marah-ed me =(!!!

Thank God there's darling RuiYang, He's gonna view the CCTV with me this Sunday. With Alexy. And then I'll noe what to do laa. Dad noes some high position inspector. So if i happen to noe the person who took it. Confirm JAIL TIME! Like SERIOUSLY. Fuck la. PPL just dont understand they shudnt mess with zen .

I would also like to thank JEAN. support me kao kao. Thx darling for everything. The booze n all. And it's nice seeing you after God noes how long. <3

O. n Zarif. Thankx for ze ride =)

Future CA's. (Chartered Accountant) unbelievable!

THIS IS THE funniest shot. HAHA. Look @ those faces! LMAO

K. Then here's what happen the next day. Alex has this funny ass display pic that looks like her it seems But it's obviously cuter than her laa.
So I asked her to draw me one.
The result....
Fuck la. damn retarded. ALEX where's my other?? HAHA.

I must say despite all the shit that happens I'm glad we hung out. N chills Delvin. Dont berplanning til like sky's gonna fall laa macha. Wanna Do Cash Budget all. Cheers everyone. And let's bermabuk again before class commence =).

Yours Truly,

ZenGiselle

Judgement Day.

2008-06-10T10:40:00.000-07:00

Ok. so here's the thing.
2 days ago i slapped a girl name evie.
& I dont know her at all. Like literally DO NOT know her.
all i noe is she's leyvin's biggest mistake.
23 yrs old and still acting like a kid.
insulting ppl in her own blog thinking it's funny.
ok. that's besides the point.
I even the scored by putting a mark on her face.
not a very big tyme slap . she did not cry. so nothing heroic bout it.

So, what's happening is i thought we even the score and she haff learned that she's wrong..
She asked to meet up on THURSDAY to says sorry to one another .
I thought she deserve a chance.
But going thru her blog today made me realise what a fool I am.
''There's gonna be a surprise install for me on thursday it seems. Or it's gonna get very ugly on friday.'' quoted by her.

She cant just deal with her own matter. She gotta bring in outsiders. namely the cops.
I dont understand this point.
Whats the use of cops in the situation?
What will I be charged for?
Doing justice to the mankind?
shouldnt I be getting a reward for that?

OK. thursday agenda

Be the middle person for KL n LV.
Tell only the truth to clarify missunderstanding.
No physical action unless required.
Clear things up and finally get out of drama created by random stranger

I dont really know of the girl's objective.

Is she trying so hard to fit in by going this far?Is she not educated enough? Doesnt she learn manners from her family? Does she haffto insult people so much in order to make herself look good? I personally thinks KL dresses way way way better than she does. For all those that are not blind.. I'm sure your with me. What's the deal bout her saying that KL dresses like a grandmother? Jealousy can really affect a persons emotion and hence immaturity blogging.

Well , thursday will be the IT day. til then.

yours truly,

the slapper.

opening ceremony.

2008-06-09T06:41:00.001-07:00

My mom's very own yoga center was offiially opened yesterday. I'm proud of you mama. <3

K. I'm gnna get very slim soon cos i'll be attending every class in the schedule.

HAHHA! see lah i talk damn big but when tyme to do ar. confirm mampus la.

My audit paper suck balls today.

Hard s hell la. so many ppl crying after the exam. Chill la dei.

Cant wait til thursday la.

I wanna berminum sampai mabukk and berlepak dengan orang yg paling kecil that i noe.(lexy)

K. now i'm gonna go bertido and then study tax for 2moro's exam.

Pray for me lah ppl.

Sekian terima kasih.

O ya i almost forgot. I really dont understand ppl who like to talk shit bout ppl in blogs. Especially when they are @ the maturing or matured age.

What so funny insulting ppl? Kena slap funny ar? Padan muka .

I'm just doing a favour for lotsa ppl.

K la goonna go now.X

Yours Truly,

Zenno.

Finals.

2008-05-25T00:49:00.002-07:00

Class ended so fucking late on thursday. From 8am-8pm.
Miss JOYCE's a killer!
But she's one hell of a lecturer i must admit. She brings out the best in us.
I must say i'll soooo miss her. <3

On friday. Went steamboat @ Summer's with YIN. and some of her frens from college.
We spent 3 hours eating . So i must say it's worst for whatever we haff paid. =)

Went for movies yesterday. Indiana Jones. IT SUCK BIG TIME!
Boring s hell for me @ least.
I rather study!!
I wont be going anywhere for this 2 weeks due to exams! I PROMISE!
It's tyme to study n i haff no tyme to loose. see yall then.

XX,

Zen.

gossip girl.

2008-05-25T00:33:00.001-07:00

Hey. so. David Cook won!! HAHA. IN YOUR FACE those who WERENT supporting him. pft.

So, anyway. I'm currently addicted to gossip girl. Just finished the whole season.
Sadly, CW's not being broadcast in M'sia.
Well, Anyway. I found a link to dwnload the show for free.
It's http://www.gossipgirlonline.net/clips.php.
Click on send space to download or megaupload if you haff the software!
The last episde of season 1 was just released . Can't wait for the upcoming season. =)
It's like the teenage desperate housewives. HAHA. Well, Enjoy. =)

Yours Truly,

Zen.

I VOTE DAV COOK!!

2008-05-19T07:14:00.001-07:00

HE"S SUCH A ROCKSTAR!!

<3<3<3

I love that Mariah Carey's song he sang. SO ABSOEFFINGLUTELY ON!

You'll Always Be My baby =)

I SUPPORT! X

Yours Truly,

Zen

New Traxx

2008-05-19T06:08:00.000-07:00

Current playlist

Yall should be hearing these goodies. It's the new shit =)

Chris Brown Ft. Keri Hilson - Superhuman
Lady Gaga Ft Colby O Donis- Just Dance
Usher- I Can't Win
Michelle Williams (ft. Florider)- We Break the Dawn
Sean Paul - Don't Tease Me
Augustana - Meet You There
Mariah Carey Ft. T-Pain -Migrate
Neyo-Closer
PussyCat Dolls-When I Grow Up
Ashanti Ft Nelly,Akon - Body On Me

OK i got the pictures!

2008-05-19T05:25:00.001-07:00

Wei Kent's Surprise Party on Friday =)

OKAY. it's been damn long i kno.

2008-05-18T08:44:00.001-07:00

OK what happen? This whole week i THINK!?!
On monday, yin n I camwhored all the way til school to collect the efking magazine which sucks
btw. EEWW. We waited 2 efking yrs for it and it's not even worth our tyme.

Met up with kumanan n chermaine for lunch @ MJ then afta watch a movie @ Cineleisure. =)

We should be doing colgate ad yin =) BERPOTENTIAL =)

For those of you who haff no watch this. It's efkingfuckingletely good so getch butt out n watch this shit. IT's the bomb diggerddy. I LMAO the whole efking show. It's ONN! N they r both HOOOTTT!

K. ON tuesday. WE(me,chyi n cp) declared an early end for our class. Wanna study @ library kononnya. I knew it wont happen PLS la. MEL came n pick chyi up for marie dickballs so i ikut. cos it's too on the way they gotta gimme a ride. WHICH i ended up driving MEL's TOYOTA i mean Harrier btw. Wennta the chinese place. cow car sea. that's what it is in english. TOOK them safely to my place. They decided to come in to MY CRIB so we chilled til b4 Marie Digballs
consert start.

On Wednesday, Dinner with dad which I haven seen for weeks! I mean a week la. Then offta mother's day shopping for my mom which is pissed off cos i did not get her anything for her special day. ESCADA Brand NEW by adriana Lima the hot! Superb fragrance. I LYKE =)

Nothing happen much on thursday, wentta class then back..

Went for weikent farewell party on Friday. lotsa ppl were there. JOLENE n CAIJIN! I want pictures <3>

I just got back from some indian wedding dinner. It was tradisional. my very 1st tyme =) It was an arrage marriage. *ppl still do that apparently* so yyea. nothing grand really. Chilled @ Mr Yoges's big ass house after. Had a few class of wine then left for home. I'm back now tired. *yawn. Til then..

Yours Truly,

Zen.

iron man

2008-05-07T23:53:00.001-07:00

tis week of college was.. idk.
On monday, skipped jay's class after 1st break and went of to watch iron man.
IT WAS GUUD.
i WENT into classafter break not knowing issac and the bunch preplanned to skipp.

Zen : Mr jay, stomach ache lahh. I gtg. need to shit
Mr.Jay : Don't lie. Y are you smilling if your having a stomach ache.
Zen : seriously lah. kenot tahan lahh. i haffta go NOW.

haih. feel bad s hell for skipping but whatever. iron man was good.
For those of you who haff no watch it. rmb to Catch the part after the credits.

AIH.
Class was funny s hell yesterday.
Mr Jay's like the sillyist n most dirty minded creature ever!

MR jay UP abit.
MR JAY : becareful of whatchu say.
MR jay go up faster la.
MR JAY : Going up .
''scroll down slide after awhile''
Mr jay. Y you came down so fast?
YOU PEOPLE Ah.
Some Guy : Mr Jay. HARDER.. FASTER
MR Jay : Eh. Boy. are you gay?
LMAO. Funny day.

Then there was this noise outside the class.
So Mr jay went out to stop the students but it didnt work.
''EH CLASS. HOW DO U SAY SHUT UP IN CHINESE'
---> TIAM CHAAAT
HAHA. funny shit.

i'm home today. Did not attend class due to some fuckfacebitch.
Failed p7 so. no tiesto for me.
N i haff class commmencing on saturday n friday s well.
so those who are going. Haff fun

Yours Truly,
Zen.the.end.

ARRGH.

2008-05-04T07:29:00.000-07:00

College's starting 2moro.
Class'll be on @ 8.
So, there goes..
routine starting again.

I went to MidValley today.
Met chermaine and a korean girl(sayur) for awhile.
Then came home and slept.
Brought a new table light @ MVEC auction.
Shud haff stayed longer.
I wanted to get a new fon badly.

It's 11 now and I'm gonna go to bed soon.
There goes NO LIFE ZEN again.
ARGH. Cant wait til June when it'll all be over.
N tiesto's so not happening for me cos i just realised my efking class is schedule on that day.
So, for all yall who are wondering if i'm going. I'm not.
Haff fun tho.
Say hi to tiesto for me.

Yours Truly,
Zensickoflife.

college's starting soon =(

2008-05-03T10:23:00.000-07:00

This hols. DID no studying @ all.
AttemPTED but failed or distracted.

Yesterday was tiring.
Out the whole day.
Mel came by in the morn. @ 9 i think.
N i slept @ 3ish the night b4, so imagine my eyebaags.
after awhile, we wenntta breakfast with kumanan and cher the boobies.
Had nasi lemak again
OMG. i gain damn lotsa weight LAA.

Anyway wentta to movies to watch fools gold again. ZzZzZ.
K lah @ least i faham the story better now.
I wanna watch Iron man Damn BADLY LAAA!

K. After movies, ciao-ed to see Denon who's flying off ta kelantan.
Miss that asshole already.
Makan-ed @ pirates then chilled @ home for quite awhile.

Pretended to study when my mom got back. HAHA.
Acting all good. Then offta drink alcohol again.
Ken,Cher,Nik and Kumanan was @ present.
Convo ended @ 4 in the morn.
We heard ppl having sex in the neighbourhood.
FUCKING FUNNY LA.
We wanted to record n put it on youporn.LMAO.

I haven been clubbing since late MARCH and i didnt @ all this holiday.
I ditched cocobanana and phatD for yamchau session with my dumbass frens.
I ditched poppy and michelle for i've promised to stay in tonight.
I miss the scene and i noe it misses me too.
I wanna CLUB LAA!!!
Maybe after finals cos fucking college's starting soon and i so wanna get good results for i can get a car if i do so.
N tiesto's coming up. Damn WRONG timing.. BUT i so wanna go LAAA.
ARGGH. i'm bored! =(
Yours Truly,
Zen.

OLD SKOL.

2008-04-30T20:32:00.000-07:00

IT was DAD's birthday yesterday! (on the right). HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD.

YOUR OLD!

He's some 49 years old living man who thinks he's still young.

hung over from his party on the night of 29th, staying over @ the hilton's.

Sound's damn IN rright? but seriously. Cant imagine his face.

Nothing much of a celebration with him yesterday night.

Went for food then to the movies.

Over My Dead Body.

Turns out to be damn good. Eva's HOTT

Iron man was sold out =(

GUESS WHO I SAW RIGHT BEHIND MY SITS?

Jac,Jensern,Gorilla n some girl.

OMG. what a small world!!!

I thought the night was over as it was late after movies and everyone left to cocobanana or heritage row.

But,Kumanan made a very random call. Denon got back from flight school so we decided to chill n just hang out awhile after so loooong of not seeing him.

I MISS THAT GUY!

Kum brought 2 bottles of chivas n coke as mixer.

we hung out @ my park for quite awhile, plain talking bout the past,current n the future.

Chermaine came along as well.

It was good catching up. He's all professional now. Very different indeed.

Well, FLIGHT SCHHOLLL!!! what do you xpect? following my dream that asshole.

At around 2 ish. We got hungryy n kummy suggested nasi lemak, so chermaine brought us to this ''NASI LEMAK BABI'' place.

Apparently it's bcos this man will be carrying a pig across the street to the market in the night.

So therefore they call it so. swt.

Food was GOOD. =)

It was so OLD SKOL, we were cruising on a Volvo and air supply songs were playing on the stereo, singing that song we noe.

HAHA. feels like during THOSE times. ya noe when ppl haff fro or really big hair.?

AHAX. It was fun just hanging out like that. I miss denon. We should definately do this more .

Spontan-eous's the thing yo.

Yours Truly,

zenno.

today.

2008-04-28T09:37:00.000-07:00

OMG i just ate 3 effing plates of fried chicken in MJ.
AARGh i'm gonna be fattter than ever. N it's almost 1 now. talk about unhealthy.
2day was so NOT productive i slept almost the whole day. It was dark when i woke up.
Spent the whole day @ hme dwnloading music and sleeping.
Just met ken,cher,kum,nik and a couple of frens for food. supper. =( fattening s helll!!!

Turns out cher n ken plus siang's whole gang'll be going to Tiesto's.
It's so ON baby. =)
all i need now is hook ups.
Cant wait!
BUT HOLD UP! I guess we'll see how well my TRIALS went.
If i did good. (pass with above 55)? i'm so going.
If not then too bad for myself. PUNISHMENT!

N OHHH! I'm so excited bout MIFA 2008!
Dixon totally SCARED the hell outta me.
WHAT THE EFF! He did the LAUNCHING for MIFA not the AWARD.
I thought it was OVER!
phew'' It's on 30 NOV n it's gonna be HOTT!
Tricia i SOO LOVE YOU for inviting me. <3<3

O. N this song's fucking stuck in my head.
Some Kindda Rush-Booty Luv.
House Music baby, Thugs Love!

Yours Truly,

Zen

& My birthday party last year.

2008-04-26T12:09:00.000-07:00

LET"S ALL GO BACK

2008-04-26T11:08:00.000-07:00

2006

2007

Can I go back? I miss everyone and everything we did in those pictures.

I MISS HIGH SCHHOLL.

I MISS EARLY LAST YEAR.I MISS THE PARTY!

Yours Truly,

Zen.

I'm BACK!!

2008-04-26T05:37:00.001-07:00

Trial's finally OVER!!

Went to AC after moral exam 2day. Copied the whole friggin paper. HAHA awesome. =)
Went for movies with Chermaine, Kummy, Budi, and Elle.
Fool's Gold, Aint' that good. But Matthew Mccghornerhey, HAHA. however u spell his name's effing hot!

Breball ta foos! I SCORED! LOL. and then beeerrr.
i'm bored s hell now.
Shud I gotta Barcelona with jensern or???? I haff noo ideaaa.

It was all fun today. I love my people. They are the greatest <3<3<3

Yours Truly,

Zen.

It's 2 AM now. Just got back from hartamas with elle,cher,nik,and buddy.

Liverpool vs Burminghum city. 2-2.

So much had changed.

Uncle (owner of players) took over it again after selling it to some random ppl.

It's so not how it used to be anymore.

All bright and.. brighter..?

The bar area was no longer there.

It's been so long that i haff not gone to hrtmns.

It used to be the IT thing to do. After clubbing hartamas for foos.

Or, shiesha @ don's /square then players or breakers.

souled out for 17th birthday.

Miss those HIGH SCHOOL TYMES.

Sweet Sweet memories.

I wish i could turn back tyme and just press pause.

Yours Truly.

ZenGiselle.

dull.

2008-04-10T04:44:00.000-07:00

Nothing much's happening.
wentta see jamiekinns @ ac. 1st day @ college.
meet caijin chiwyn and hann shaun as well.

Wentta ac today with elle.
long lost nigarette. <3 you long tyme.

mock's in a week i think.
wont be chilling as much.

gonna be a NERRDD!

yours truly,

zen

Guess who stopped by?

2008-04-01T07:16:00.001-07:00

YESH! Kyle boy drop by.

LOL. he's so fucking funny in this pic.

HE's diffent n more mature now. All grown up =) Glad to see you baby!!

That was yesterday. Went for yumcha session after class with emo gang. lovebirds n some others who are NORMAL like me.

Went back to meet up with booboo. chrys jean kahkeat n martin the yindian. TAX results sucks.I'm doomed. Gotta be a nerrrrd !! =)

ENJOY @ Barcelona ben issac n gang. I noe it's dull without me but class's @ 8 2moro. No can do! =).

Yours Truly,

Zen.

HAPPIE BURFDAY JACQ!

2008-03-29T23:32:00.001-07:00

YOUR OLD! NAH! YOUR LEGAL!

FINALLY! LET"S GET FUUCKED UP! LOL.

JOKE! LOVE YOU LOONG TYME! <3

BARcelona.

2008-03-29T22:25:00.000-07:00

I must say it was the bomb..
Everyone was high on life.
Boon was effing overdose.
Elle was HUMPING chermaine.
Kumanan was all jaccon hanging on the effing grill and he almost got kicked out by ze bouncer.
I was sober and I took care of everyone.
HOW nice of me =)

Meet my shaun boy who i haven seen since i dunno when!!! <3>
N meet more random ppl from the club
Anna Silas. It's been awhile.

Pictures will be uploaded as soon as I get em.
XOXO

ELLE and Chermaine. NON stop 24-7 snogging fest. As witness by lotsa ppl

IDA almost made it for colgate ad.Sorry babe. Stole your place.

Kumanan thinks he's getting lucky,He thought wrong. Chermaine stole his place.

I'm camera frendly. Nicole's just.. NOT

hey. i'm only joking bout the captions. dont be all mad i love yall. =X

YOURS TRULY,

Zen.